4th Wk!!

2nd post.. 4th week into my 3rd year university life. have been busy with my IE, preparing for the work that i have been assigned to. especially for the first meeting with client!! excited and kind of nervous...

Excited nervous because its my first meeting with a business thinking people. though my dad is also a business man, the feeling is different. as he is a person im not familiar with, and this working relationship will affect my motivation for this project which will in terms affect my overall grade for my this unit.. thats why.

by now people should have know who is my group leader. i have been a group leader for this group during ITPM, but decided to step down for my this current group leader who did not do ITPM with us. why i did that? might be because i feel i did not do a good job during ITPM, which lead to 1 of my group member getting a C. not sure why it happens, as he is the only one who did not get D and above. was wondering why it happened. was it because of exam? and if yes, come another question.. is it because i did not tell him everything that im doing?? because he is a developer, and all the other documentation he did not need to know, as long as he does his part of the documentation that i assigned him to, which in term, disallowing him to know the purpose of various project.. there is so so many question about this.. but i still cant get the answer, and i do not dare ask him about it.

anyway, back to the current leader, i step back as i wish the group leader can bring the group to another level, its like the group leader did the "real" ITPM, while we are doing the summer ones and i know i do not have the abilities to carry this job for IE. so was discussing this with my group mates and decided to ask her to become our leader, and she did not turn down.

so she has been our leader for 1 month now?? doing a really good job!! have to say she is a better planner then i am. which i am glad. however, i am feeling low at the moment. as i always see her as very very busy, but i myself could not help her.... maybe is because im still in holiday mood. i want to help her, but feels lazy.. i know i have to quickly bring myself back, but i just dont have the discipline... how???? hmm.. seems like im crazy or something.. hopefully i can get back to serious work asap.. if not i guess this IE will be a terrible experience for all of us.. well thats all for now.. trying hard to get back on track now!!